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 1:47 am 08-08-24 Aakhe bnd kru to aaj bh mje wo landlord aunty ka chehra saamne dikhta h. Diya or vijeta bhi dikhte h. Maano jse mai aaj bhi vhi pr hu. Ya maano mera punar janm hua hai or mai iss janam me bhi mje wo pichle janam ki ek ek bat yad h. Wo ek chota sa kmra jisme diya or mai sath raha krte the. Wo red carpet wla floor jo hm hmesha ganda rkhte the. Do bed, ek diya ka ek mera. Mje aaj bh wo bed sheet yaad h jo hm bichaya krte the. Ek choti si almari thi jisme mai hmesha apne kpde ache se rkha krti thi. Wo bhi mai diya k sath share krti thi. Uss kamre me chota sa washroom bh mje yad h. Bdi ajib bat h aaj bh mje wo sab ache se yd hai. Hmara subh office jana. Ek din chdke ek din duty wise khana bnana. Tiffin pack krna. Shaam hote he ghr lautna or tiffin ka intzar krna or mil k khana. Vijeta ki wo yellow tshirt or diya ki dark green tshirt jisme hmesha wo dikha krte the. Maano jse abhi ki bat ho. Thda udas hu sb yaad krke kyuki wo beet gya or kabhi vaps nh aaega pr khush bhi ...

Last Night Rolling In My Mind

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Yd hai aj bhi mje mere bchpn ka wo bura spna. Jisme dekna tha maa mne khote hue tje mjse. Wo shyd phli bar he tha jb tu mjse door hui thi. Yaad h mje mai bht royi thi spne me. Aasu mere subh hone tk bhte rhe. Uthte he jb mne tje dekha na maa tb dil ko sukoon mila or uthte he tje rote rote wo mera bura Spna btaya.  Fir mje wo bh din yd jb phli bar mje tere Bina Sona pda or aadi raat me uth k mai bht royi thi jb tu mje mere pas na dikhi. Jor jor se aadi raat me maa bs tumhe he pukara tha. Fir tum aai or mje gale se lgaya tb jaake sukoon mila. Fir thodi bdi hui school jaane lgi. Wo school ka phla din bhi yd mje aaya jb tum mje chdne aai thi or tum to chli gyi mje class m baitha kr pr pure din m roti thi tumhre intjaar me. Kb tum aaogi to mje apne pas leke jaaogi. Phli bar tum mje chd k 2 din k liye dusre shehr gyi thi. Tum mje bta k bhi nahi gyi thi kyuki tumhe pta tha fir m tumre sath jaane ki zidd krungi Papa the mje sambhle k liye par mje to tumhri he aadat h na. Wo d...

Corona Virus is Sucking Life

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I was one of those who loved to laugh a lot, I was very cheerful girl earlier. But this year taught me the biggest lesson of life- Year of separation. This year taught me what 'sorrow' is. Now the year 2021 is going on but for me this year is something that I am losing all those people whom I loved so much. The Corona virus arrived in India in 2020, but it has started showing its true colors in the last 20 days. Today I was talking to myself and questioning myself, what is happening? In every 2 hours news of someone's death is coming. At this time, God will have to come down to earth and save the lives of people. Just yesterday, my closest friend's mother passed away, she could not fight with this virus. Just two weeks ago I spoke to her on a video call. We were laughing and talking a lot. She congratulated me for the engagement of my brother and asked to send the sweets separately. I said that I already given to jyoti(my friend). She used to treat me like her daughte...

My Fantasy World

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One such question that must have come in the mind of all of us at some time is, how did we come to this world? Which means who was born first and how was he/she born because there was no human life in this world earlier. But there are few of us who think deeply about these things. What a strange thing, means such a big world, so many planets, such a big Milky Way. I like to know about all these things so I watch most of these related videos on YouTube or do Google research, but no one has the correct answer to a question as to who was the first born person and how he was born. I sometimes look at the sky for hours and think that I wish I could go there. That's why I like clouds, mountains, moon, sun etc. I feel like watching them all closely. I want to see the Earth from space once before I die. I have to stand up very high and enjoy that moment with both my hands extended like a scene in a Titanic movie. I also have to go to the moon and go to the part behind it which nobody has s...

Communication Skill and Public Speaking

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I still remember my handcuffing when I was giving my introduction for the first time. It was the first day at the institute where I went to take an office administration course. I also had two friends with me. There were 35 to 40 trainees in the entire class. In that first day we all had to give our introduction one by one. I was afraid to speak in front of people. Even my hands used to tremble and I could not even speak with my mouth. My luck was good that day, because as soon as my turn came, our class teacher got a call from someone, then she got busy in that. And our class started making fun. I immediately returned to my bench giving my introduction soon. Nobody even knew what I said. But till when I used to run like this, we were taught there how to reduce our fear. My friend Akshita was very expressive, she used to express herself very well in front of others without fear. We were given a topic daily, about which we had to write and had to stand and speak in front of the whole cl...

That Haunted Flat(Jaipur)

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This is the year of 2018 when I was living in a flat with my three friends- Diya, Akshita, Shaifali Di. It was a normal furnished flat. Which had two large rooms, a kitchen, and a separate washroom. That flat was quite good in appearance, it was not lacking in anything. Shaifali di used to work in the hdfc bank, so she would leave for office at 9 am. I, Akshita and Diya were doing a course in those days. We used to leave at 8:00 am and return at 1:00 pm from academy. Akshita and Diya had a habit of sleeping during the day, they used to eat and sleep. I could not sleep during the day, so I used to watch hairstyle videos on my mobile or videos on a YouTube channel called 'Fact Tech'. It had been 10 -12 days since we were shifted to that flat. Everything was normal. One day I heard a voice from the kitchen during the day. That sound was like someone is burning a lighter. And that voice was coming continuous. I ignored it. I heard this voice for a long time. One day I told Akshita,...

Memory of ''Every First Thing Happened In My Life''

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   Our brain memory is divided into two parts - one is Fixed memory and the other is Temporary memory . I know, you all are aware about this very well but I am going to tell you an interesting fact that has happened to me. Anything or something that you never forget is in our fixed memory and any incident that you forget in a few days, weeks, months, years is in your temporary memory. As the title is - "Every First Thing Happened in My Life" , I remember every incident or thing, that happened to me for the first time since childhood. By the first time I mean my first school day, first song I heard( in nurcery class) the first worship, the first bread I made and when, my first cycle, the first birthday celebration, t hat first night when my mother did not sleep with me when I was 5 years old and I cried the whole night, what restaurant did I go to first time with dad and what did I eat there, first day with Prachi (Best Friend), I I also remember when I got injected for th...