Corona Virus is Sucking Life

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I was one of those who loved to laugh a lot, I was very cheerful girl earlier. But this year taught me the biggest lesson of life- Year of separation. This year taught me what 'sorrow' is. Now the year 2021 is going on but for me this year is something that I am losing all those people whom I loved so much. The Corona virus arrived in India in 2020, but it has started showing its true colors in the last 20 days. Today I was talking to myself and questioning myself, what is happening? In every 2 hours news of someone's death is coming. At this time, God will have to come down to earth and save the lives of people.
Just yesterday, my closest friend's mother passed away, she could not fight with this virus. Just two weeks ago I spoke to her on a video call. We were laughing and talking a lot. She congratulated me for the engagement of my brother and asked to send the sweets separately. I said that I already given to jyoti(my friend). She used to treat me like her daughter, she told me that Jyoti is different, I am different. You are just like my daughter, So we have different bond. I see only her face in front of my eyes. I last met her in November 2020. We had lunch together. You can see our last picture on the left side. There was a lot of talk, I shared some of my life troubles with her, even now, her voice is still echoing in my ears and calling me. Life is so strange. After her death I also lost my cheerful friend. My friend become very lonely, I am very concerned about her. I do not understand how she will manage things in the future. She has two younger siblings. I talk to her every once in a while so that she does not feel alone. Today she was telling that we will leave this house and go shift in another city. I told her with tears in my eyes that ''You will leave me alone too''. She said, what will we do now by staying here without mother. She was my school friend and its been more than 10 years of our friendship. We eat together, laugh together, study together even sleeps together in pg...I don't know how can I live without her. No matter how far she go but she will be always in my heart and we will always connect on phone.

I am becoming meaner here, I know this is the condition of the whole of India, everybody is losing their lives in the same way. Some are losing their father and some are losing their mother. The effect of this is still on the people between the ages of 45 and 60, but I am worried about my friend because she is my best and close friend. Even my tears could not stop. Since February 18, my days have been trillion. I do not know what is smile. Now it seems that I have lived life happily as much as I lived. What is sorrow, I can feel now. Many people are fighting with their lives and deaths. May God take care of everyone.


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